Sunday, 22 June 2008

Life is unpredictable !

I came across a community in orkut which read 'firaaz...we miss u' and it obviously caught my attention. I was shocked to see a pic of a young guy, of my age, and the expected message about his sudden desmise ! It was when I realized that life is so unpredictable and a proof in hand !

There was also a link to his orkut profile. I was taken aback when I saw his friends still scrap him like he was with them ! Some scrapped about how much they miss him, some say what they did and how much they missed him during that act/event, some even invited him to weddings and partys. It was such a great feeling to see such friends.

It's been almost a year since his demise but I see his scrap being texted even today ! We are born, we live and we die but few leave their imprints and not just Firaaz but I have seen so many such people who leave a mark before they depart ! All these linger in our heart like sweet memories forever ! The good times are so deeply etched that we do not accept the reality and continue to believe the presence of our dear ones.

I couldn't sleep the whole night contemplating the truth of life ! This has taught me two important lessons; No matter how well we prepare for the future, the future is unseen and cannot be foretold ,and even one kind gesture of ours would linger in the hearts of many & we live in their thoughts,actions,feelings... forever even after parting away !

Thursday, 12 June 2008

Spiteful words can hurt your feelings but silence breaks your heart

Yes, this is very true in my case right now. I moved to the dorms not just to find solace but also to make friends. It was such a relief when I found some really good guys as my dorm-mates. Things were perfect until the day before yesterday.

I'm an early sleeper and I always want to sleep early and get up early as thats how I was tuned growing up ! But my dorm is very peculiar; people here sleep only early in the morning - unwated discussions, which I never wanted to be part of. Despite my repeated request my so called friends would never let me sleep; indirectly though ! The discussions would continue with laughter, commotion....and obviously won't let me sleep. I need peace to sleep. I can't sleep even with the noise of a fan ! ..
then I guess you can imagine how difficult it might have been ! and still is !

Now dear readers...tell me...Is it wrong to tell them not to shout and let me sleep ?
Some interpreted it fallaciously and how am I responsible for that ?
It's funny as well....people whom you consider as your good friends behave weird...it hurts !

'But this is Life my sweetheart'...says my soul ! :) 'True', I agree and now I say...'I dont care' :P !

Wednesday, 11 June 2008

some funny quotes...


  • I think the worst time to have a heart attack is during a game of charades.

  • Humans are the only animal who can have sex over the phone.

  • No matter how much data you add to your laptop, it will not get heavier.

self-worth, the descent

Friendship once lost can never be regained;
Worth just wanes !

Exams that were bumbled can never be rectified;
Value just slumps !

Identity that declines can never be promoted;
Hope never revives !

Contentment that baffles can never be substituted;
Life just sucks !