Wednesday, 10 December 2008

limits and limitations

Now that’s your limit.
Can’t know what I think !

Thursday, 27 November 2008

Unabated terrorism…Uglier than ever !

It was a day that could be marked in the history of India's miserable war against terrorism! The brutal and audacious attacks stopped the bustling city of Mumbai, India’s financial capital and the most promising city.

The incidents have etched a very substantial scar that could never be quantified by any means. I wonder if these merciless people are humans in real! I remember, as a child after I threw a little cat out of my home when it was heavily raining, I had to struggle through a sleepless guilt-filled night but these terrorists are not intimidated even to claiming lives of people without remorse.

The awful accomplishment of killing hapless people is never mentioned in any religion. I’m tired of bringing in the faith during every such despicable act. Nonetheless, such cruel executions should be condemned strongly.

I’m in no means eligible to comment on the functioning of the related government departments but I suppose the intelligence department should have been more vigilant; laws should be tougher and the convicted terrorists should be shown no clemency.

My sincere prayers for the souls of the deceased to rest in peace!

Wednesday, 19 November 2008

19 Nov 2008 - 00:50 am

The day would linger in my heart for eternity.
The day when my moral sensitivity was being tested !
The day which made me realize my significance
The day which crushed all the good will
The day when I realized I was just another person !

Monday, 3 November 2008

Sweet Fantasy !

Days have passed unseen,
the bark that has always been.
Was it an illusion or was I blind ?
Things build up inside so hard, to conceal
But I can't hold it in for long !
What if it's a treason
Knowing well the reason !
Or What if it's ahead of intimacy ?
I'm confused !
But sweet is the fantasy.

Friday, 24 October 2008

Let go Free !

A cirle we live in,
Unaware of the world outside.
So selfish we become at times to win,
That we only feel the pride !

Break the boundary and you go free;
Life's more than the circle.
Seeking refuge in your mind tree.
Finding the truth is a miracle!

let go the mind free
let go the worries free
There's a beautiful life to enjoy
Don't be tangled in the misery !

Saturday, 18 October 2008

computer games..suck !!

I hate playing computet games ! :(

Tuesday, 14 October 2008

Smile...returns !

I could never explain the joy,
when I see the smile on your face.
My life is spirited up and happiness radiated !

Flawless is the journey.
Amiable is the space.

Compromise is halted.
Abode is now homed.

And all I wish is...it sojourns !

Wednesday, 8 October 2008

this is life....

I really feel very much intimidated by my own ability to reasoning. I've been under the assumption I judge people from what they are and how they behave !? Alas ! I've been proved wrong now. shattered !

Life teaches us only the right things, when needed and I guess I've learnt the lessons !

Monday, 6 October 2008

Winds of Truth

Life’s conformity to reality is unpleasant sometimes.
Humane values signify a greater resemblance to the integrity of our lives.
The very existence of our race is not merely in the pursuit of success.
Love, affection, relationship, emotions, and happiness are most required to achieving the goal we strive to attain!
In seeking the path of attainment, failing to take the straight track is acceptable.

Hey blog

Hey blog,

I dedicate this to you. It’s been a while since I scribbled something on you and now I’m back to being unwaged with more intellectual people (obviously pun-intended) in an equally dreary so-called home.

I’ve always wondered how the world would be if I had to stay near my loved ones but life is at times so unfair that I eventually had to move out to an entirely new world – eight months in a country won’t make you feel comfortable and so is the bonding with people. But this short yet lengthy stay has made me understand the intricacies of life and the subtle connections we aught to make with differing cultures.

Nevertheless, life is not always being pessimistic perhaps there are brighter prospects that add on to the vivid images of life one would always dream of. The month being holy I frontier myself to avoiding the usual whining my blog is by and large. The days in my new home soon after a prolonged break, especially during Ramadan, have been very strenuous. Hopes of a smoother track are set or I guess.

Saturday, 2 August 2008

Solace Actually



Every beginning has an ending, but
I found a new beginning in the end.

Changed are the destinies of sunken days;
Peace, I find.
Harmony, I harness.
Triumph, I experience.

The urn is fixed though cracked.
Feelings are no more mixed !
I’m living my life.
Defintely not short-lived !

Learing to cope . . .

When one's cerebral approach comes down...the poetic insight erupts and this would be the result !
It is rather straight for anyone to get the crux...all would , but the doubt is will it make any one empathize the non-delectable state associated !

Hopes mount like a leap tide.
knows no one, the agony of despair.
Broken urn has no restore.
fun it is for some to restrain !

roll the dice ? No, tomorrow.
learn the kick? No, tomorrow.
snap the fish ? No, tomorrow.
rink the snow ? No, tomorrow.
what is tomorrow ? No 'tomorrow'.
is that the fun ?

Again, hopes mount but despair is the reply !

Inert feelings may also change; but
hopes gone low, ceases the trust and
crest already lowered ? thats for you to guess !
Remeber for some 'One' is also fun or
inevitably chosen to be 'one'.

Sunday, 13 July 2008

Friendship ?

When people pass through hard times then they can be consoled by their friends but when the hard times are 'coz of friends then it is indeed the greatest pain one has to live with.

An unfulfilled journey,
A broken promise,
Pain-filled thoughts
A sunken heart,
unsympathetic Friends.

Friday, 4 July 2008

What is friendship ?

I was once asked to define Friendship and I couldn’t explain it at that moment.

On contemplating the definition for friendship I could think of many, rather I experienced many and it was by itself a greater feeling. I believe it is far beyond monetary values with a greater amount of emotional investment, and it might be anticipated as an obligation at times but differing perceptions are obvious. Obligation also means a sense of responsibility and the very same should be trusted with confidence; as there is no methodology to prove one’s happiness that arises being associated with a person one is affectionate about.

I perceive friendship as clearly a deep awareness of our friend’s position and being part of it, which is empathy and definitely not sympathy, an approach to share just the pain. I guess the meaning is clearly distinguishable.

Sunday, 22 June 2008

Life is unpredictable !

I came across a community in orkut which read 'firaaz...we miss u' and it obviously caught my attention. I was shocked to see a pic of a young guy, of my age, and the expected message about his sudden desmise ! It was when I realized that life is so unpredictable and a proof in hand !

There was also a link to his orkut profile. I was taken aback when I saw his friends still scrap him like he was with them ! Some scrapped about how much they miss him, some say what they did and how much they missed him during that act/event, some even invited him to weddings and partys. It was such a great feeling to see such friends.

It's been almost a year since his demise but I see his scrap being texted even today ! We are born, we live and we die but few leave their imprints and not just Firaaz but I have seen so many such people who leave a mark before they depart ! All these linger in our heart like sweet memories forever ! The good times are so deeply etched that we do not accept the reality and continue to believe the presence of our dear ones.

I couldn't sleep the whole night contemplating the truth of life ! This has taught me two important lessons; No matter how well we prepare for the future, the future is unseen and cannot be foretold ,and even one kind gesture of ours would linger in the hearts of many & we live in their thoughts,actions,feelings... forever even after parting away !

Thursday, 12 June 2008

Spiteful words can hurt your feelings but silence breaks your heart

Yes, this is very true in my case right now. I moved to the dorms not just to find solace but also to make friends. It was such a relief when I found some really good guys as my dorm-mates. Things were perfect until the day before yesterday.

I'm an early sleeper and I always want to sleep early and get up early as thats how I was tuned growing up ! But my dorm is very peculiar; people here sleep only early in the morning - unwated discussions, which I never wanted to be part of. Despite my repeated request my so called friends would never let me sleep; indirectly though ! The discussions would continue with laughter, commotion....and obviously won't let me sleep. I need peace to sleep. I can't sleep even with the noise of a fan ! ..
then I guess you can imagine how difficult it might have been ! and still is !

Now dear readers...tell me...Is it wrong to tell them not to shout and let me sleep ?
Some interpreted it fallaciously and how am I responsible for that ?
It's funny as well....people whom you consider as your good friends behave weird...it hurts !

'But this is Life my sweetheart'...says my soul ! :) 'True', I agree and now I say...'I dont care' :P !

Wednesday, 11 June 2008

some funny quotes...


  • I think the worst time to have a heart attack is during a game of charades.

  • Humans are the only animal who can have sex over the phone.

  • No matter how much data you add to your laptop, it will not get heavier.

self-worth, the descent

Friendship once lost can never be regained;
Worth just wanes !

Exams that were bumbled can never be rectified;
Value just slumps !

Identity that declines can never be promoted;
Hope never revives !

Contentment that baffles can never be substituted;
Life just sucks !

Sunday, 8 June 2008

EmptiNess

I bet many of you face a similar problem ! well...my problem is pretty simple, I feel so disconnected fom the world. From all things and everyone !

It's a great feeling to be loved by someone and I'm happy that there are atleast few people who love me but I don't find the intimacy - may be I'm far away or may be they are !

Life sucks....don't know why ! I wanna make it happy and happening but ....
I'm psychologically fucked up enough that I don't know how to make this happen !

I feel so empty !

Wednesday, 4 June 2008

joblessness

How many of you have quit your job for studying thats worth nothing ? lolz
Well, I totally can't agree to it because education is always important but at what cost ?
I'm here alone in a land far away !
distanced from my family and dear ones and things,
no work, no money.....usual routine....as a student !

I'm anyways in love with this jobless ness !

Monday, 17 March 2008

Best Buddies..


In my journey through life picking flowers,
you have been the brightest of all.
Everything is pale when compared to our friendship !

Our friendship - a prejudice I accorded with content,
coz remember we have been through hardships as well.
Everything is vacuous when compared to our friendship !

Distance never seperates our kinship; as we really care,
for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there.
Everything is inept when compared to our friendship !

-dedicated to my best pal Ezhil :)





Life in a dorm !


Very thought of staying in a dorm scared me,
But later I did realize it was fun !

You make friends,
some good, some close and
friendship knows no boundaries !


Last minute studies,
final moment presentations,
watching tv together,
spending time doing nothing,
support in all form !...
thats the life in a dorm.

5 steps to happiness...

1. Sleep only when you are feeling sleepy....keep watching tv..its fun !
2. get up late....who dares to question you for that ?
3. Eat what you like. try all the cuisines in the world
4. watch a lot of movies and live like the character for a day or two. Its fun !
5. write blogs :D

thts it....follow these simple steps and let me know if you really experience happiness or not ?
............am loving it !!!

Parting Friendship....the beginning ?

Life itself is short but we come across things
that are even shorter,
Wonder if everyone is predestined;
I wish my life was more sunshined.
A feeling that's worth a million ,
In friendship you know no villan - rather my presumption ?
I found that friendship is a bigger gift,
and seperation, the biggest melancholy !!

about me !!

this is what I'm....know me not !

Whosoever wishes to know about the world must learn about it in its particular details.
Whoever wants to know me..should know about me in specific details than just trying to know who am I in this little section

Knowledge is not intelligence.
You all think you can aquire knowldege about me reading this. Yeah you will but that wont make you intelligent

In searching for the truth be ready for the unexpected.
In the effort to know me..dnt get disappointed knowing the truth. I'm what I'm

Change alone is unchanging.
Change alone is constant but I'm a human being and I may change very often. The moment you finish reading this I may have changed my attitude, mindset or any cognitive bahavior.

The same road goes both up and down.
My life has two sides.

The beginning of a circle is also its end.
Where we start, we end there. So is my life. I'm unique, I'm different but at the end am a human being and I need to take the path everyone takes. Call it group think or confrmity, it doesn't matter !

Not I, but the world says it: all is one.
There is one God. One mother. One life....so...I live life to the fullest but respect the Oneness in this world !

And yet everything comes in season.
We think we are the masters of our destiny but we cannot celebrate xmas twice in a year. We cannot do things unless we get the right moment. So, I wait like others...for the best to happen !