I came across a community in orkut which read 'firaaz...we miss u' and it obviously caught my attention. I was shocked to see a pic of a young guy, of my age, and the expected message about his sudden desmise ! It was when I realized that life is so unpredictable and a proof in hand !
There was also a link to his orkut profile. I was taken aback when I saw his friends still scrap him like he was with them ! Some scrapped about how much they miss him, some say what they did and how much they missed him during that act/event, some even invited him to weddings and partys. It was such a great feeling to see such friends.
It's been almost a year since his demise but I see his scrap being texted even today ! We are born, we live and we die but few leave their imprints and not just Firaaz but I have seen so many such people who leave a mark before they depart ! All these linger in our heart like sweet memories forever ! The good times are so deeply etched that we do not accept the reality and continue to believe the presence of our dear ones.
I couldn't sleep the whole night contemplating the truth of life ! This has taught me two important lessons; No matter how well we prepare for the future, the future is unseen and cannot be foretold ,and even one kind gesture of ours would linger in the hearts of many & we live in their thoughts,actions,feelings... forever even after parting away !
Sunday, 22 June 2008
Thursday, 19 June 2008
Thursday, 12 June 2008
Spiteful words can hurt your feelings but silence breaks your heart
Yes, this is very true in my case right now. I moved to the dorms not just to find solace but also to make friends. It was such a relief when I found some really good guys as my dorm-mates. Things were perfect until the day before yesterday.
I'm an early sleeper and I always want to sleep early and get up early as thats how I was tuned growing up ! But my dorm is very peculiar; people here sleep only early in the morning - unwated discussions, which I never wanted to be part of. Despite my repeated request my so called friends would never let me sleep; indirectly though ! The discussions would continue with laughter, commotion....and obviously won't let me sleep. I need peace to sleep. I can't sleep even with the noise of a fan ! ..
then I guess you can imagine how difficult it might have been ! and still is !
Now dear readers...tell me...Is it wrong to tell them not to shout and let me sleep ?
Some interpreted it fallaciously and how am I responsible for that ?
It's funny as well....people whom you consider as your good friends behave weird...it hurts !
'But this is Life my sweetheart'...says my soul ! :) 'True', I agree and now I say...'I dont care' :P !
I'm an early sleeper and I always want to sleep early and get up early as thats how I was tuned growing up ! But my dorm is very peculiar; people here sleep only early in the morning - unwated discussions, which I never wanted to be part of. Despite my repeated request my so called friends would never let me sleep; indirectly though ! The discussions would continue with laughter, commotion....and obviously won't let me sleep. I need peace to sleep. I can't sleep even with the noise of a fan ! ..
then I guess you can imagine how difficult it might have been ! and still is !
Now dear readers...tell me...Is it wrong to tell them not to shout and let me sleep ?
Some interpreted it fallaciously and how am I responsible for that ?
It's funny as well....people whom you consider as your good friends behave weird...it hurts !
'But this is Life my sweetheart'...says my soul ! :) 'True', I agree and now I say...'I dont care' :P !
Wednesday, 11 June 2008
some funny quotes...
- I think the worst time to have a heart attack is during a game of charades.
- Humans are the only animal who can have sex over the phone.
- No matter how much data you add to your laptop, it will not get heavier.
self-worth, the descent
Friendship once lost can never be regained;
Worth just wanes !
Exams that were bumbled can never be rectified;
Value just slumps !
Identity that declines can never be promoted;
Hope never revives !
Contentment that baffles can never be substituted;
Life just sucks !
Worth just wanes !
Exams that were bumbled can never be rectified;
Value just slumps !
Identity that declines can never be promoted;
Hope never revives !
Contentment that baffles can never be substituted;
Life just sucks !
Sunday, 8 June 2008
EmptiNess
I bet many of you face a similar problem ! well...my problem is pretty simple, I feel so disconnected fom the world. From all things and everyone !
It's a great feeling to be loved by someone and I'm happy that there are atleast few people who love me but I don't find the intimacy - may be I'm far away or may be they are !
Life sucks....don't know why ! I wanna make it happy and happening but ....
I'm psychologically fucked up enough that I don't know how to make this happen !
I feel so empty !
It's a great feeling to be loved by someone and I'm happy that there are atleast few people who love me but I don't find the intimacy - may be I'm far away or may be they are !
Life sucks....don't know why ! I wanna make it happy and happening but ....
I'm psychologically fucked up enough that I don't know how to make this happen !
I feel so empty !
Wednesday, 4 June 2008
joblessness
How many of you have quit your job for studying thats worth nothing ? lolz
Well, I totally can't agree to it because education is always important but at what cost ?
I'm here alone in a land far away !
distanced from my family and dear ones and things,
no work, no money.....usual routine....as a student !
I'm anyways in love with this jobless ness !
Well, I totally can't agree to it because education is always important but at what cost ?
I'm here alone in a land far away !
distanced from my family and dear ones and things,
no work, no money.....usual routine....as a student !
I'm anyways in love with this jobless ness !
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