Spiteful words can hurt your feelings but silence breaks your heart

Yes, this is very true in my case right now. I moved to the dorms not just to find solace but also to make friends. It was such a relief when I found some really good guys as my dorm-mates. Things were perfect until the day before yesterday.

I'm an early sleeper and I always want to sleep early and get up early as thats how I was tuned growing up ! But my dorm is very peculiar; people here sleep only early in the morning - unwated discussions, which I never wanted to be part of. Despite my repeated request my so called friends would never let me sleep; indirectly though ! The discussions would continue with laughter, commotion....and obviously won't let me sleep. I need peace to sleep. I can't sleep even with the noise of a fan ! ..
then I guess you can imagine how difficult it might have been ! and still is !

Now dear readers...tell me...Is it wrong to tell them not to shout and let me sleep ?
Some interpreted it fallaciously and how am I responsible for that ?
It's funny as well....people whom you consider as your good friends behave weird...it hurts !

'But this is Life my sweetheart'...says my soul ! :) 'True', I agree and now I say...'I dont care' :P !

some funny quotes...

• I think the worst time to have a heart attack is during a game of charades.


• Humans are the only animal who can have sex over the phone.


• No matter how much data you add to your laptop, it will not get heavier.

self-worth, the descent

Friendship once lost can never be regained;
Worth just wanes !

Exams that were bumbled can never be rectified;
Value just slumps !

Identity that declines can never be promoted;
Hope never revives !

Contentment that baffles can never be substituted;
Life just sucks !

EmptiNess

I bet many of you face a similar problem ! well...my problem is pretty simple, I feel so disconnected fom the world. From all things and everyone !

It's a great feeling to be loved by someone and I'm happy that there are atleast few people who love me but I don't find the intimacy - may be I'm far away or may be they are !

Life sucks....don't know why ! I wanna make it happy and happening but ....
I'm psychologically fucked up enough that I don't know how to make this happen !

I feel so empty !

joblessness

How many of you have quit your job for studying thats worth nothing ? lolz
Well, I totally can't agree to it because education is always important but at what cost ?
I'm here alone in a land far away !
distanced from my family and dear ones and things,
no work, no money.....usual routine....as a student !

I'm anyways in love with this jobless ness !