Sunday, 26 April 2009

I'm hurt !

It's very paining and am very much hurt by the UPA's inability to help the tamil people in Sri lanka.
Not hundreds but thousands of people are being killed in the name of war against terror ! I'm petty sure you might have access to the videos found everywhere on the net !

I was an ardent congress supporter and had been campaigning for congress among my friends and relatives but seeing their incapable stance I really am ashamed of having supported them ! Nor is BJP able-bodied !

All these politicians love to appear in the media and campaign for their parties but no one really thinks about us !
All that they care is power and status !!

I hate our political system...I hate them all !
I always wanted to come back to India. I even had planned to visit Chennai to cast my vote but I better stay away !
I wish NOT to return ever ! If this drags in criticism of any sort...I simply don't care !

My deepest condolence to all people who died in Sri Lanka !

Sunday, 19 April 2009

Her Prosperity is a dream ?

I was watching the poor sanitation conditions in the BMC schools (Sunday 19th April) and couldn't help commenting on it !

I seriously can't believe our country is still lagging behind in the basic amenities. I always wanted to return to India but all these make me rethink my decision.

I'm ashamed of our politicians and their administration. They have looted more than the Britisher or any invaders did. Since my childhood, I had been hearing about India in the list of developing nations but alas I don’t see any significant change in the basic conveniences! Ironically, we have started to accept the truth and live with the residues of crime and corruption!

Women's rights ?! liberation ?! upliftment ? A country that staggers to achieve a staple infrastructure shall never even be bothered about these rights.

we shall keep dreaming 'cause at least in our dreams we shall see our India adorned with the jewels of life and prosperity. I'm happy that I don't have to bribe anyone in my dream at least. It's the hope in me, like all other fellow citizens, that makes me believe in seeing a flourishing India. All I ask for is good sanitation, water, electricity and a good infrastructure.

Tuesday, 24 March 2009

Sham Modesty. Endearing Satyam. Novel Offset



The Satyam saga still extends with the media blatantly depicting the scam, which is quite acceptable as India faces the first ever corporate scam on a very substantial scale.

Mr. Raju did defraud the trust we had in him. The whole drama, when got confirmed to reality, it rather shackled our hopes and obviously showcased an act of deliberate betrayal to the stake holders.

Alas, Satyam being my first employer I have a strong emotional manifestation toward the firm and this allegiance rocked me! It indeed was a tumultuous period of the biggest fraud unfolding.

Nevertheless, my profound respect for Satyam especially for what it inculcated into me and how it moulded me into a proficient engineer makes me reckon that Satyam will apparently emerge once again, stronger and more effectual!

Tuesday, 17 February 2009

Being an Indian and a muslim !

Reconciliation has always been India’s preferential option and we choose to inhabit with peace and we take pride in that!

Anyone portraying a shady comment to ridicule us would succeed in nothing but wasting their time in the trivial scuttlebutt.

India’s progress and growth has cast covetous eyes from our neighbours. We have to live with the enduring tackiness of those piddling people.

Nevertheless, we always stand united!

I’m a Muslim but at the same time I have a reverent mental attitude to my India ‘coz it’s MY country! Jai Hind!

Wednesday, 4 February 2009

New Year. Bumped erratically !

I'm back after few days of dormancy.
I tried so hard to conceal my emotion but really couldn't help !
Shipjack, hostage, killing of innocent civilians in gaza and Sri lanka, heavy snowing, recession, job cuts...
Perhaps the most dreadful era one could ever imagine !
God..show your clemency !! plzzzz

Wednesday, 10 December 2008

limits and limitations

Now that’s your limit.
Can’t know what I think !

Thursday, 27 November 2008

Unabated terrorism…Uglier than ever !

It was a day that could be marked in the history of India's miserable war against terrorism! The brutal and audacious attacks stopped the bustling city of Mumbai, India’s financial capital and the most promising city.

The incidents have etched a very substantial scar that could never be quantified by any means. I wonder if these merciless people are humans in real! I remember, as a child after I threw a little cat out of my home when it was heavily raining, I had to struggle through a sleepless guilt-filled night but these terrorists are not intimidated even to claiming lives of people without remorse.

The awful accomplishment of killing hapless people is never mentioned in any religion. I’m tired of bringing in the faith during every such despicable act. Nonetheless, such cruel executions should be condemned strongly.

I’m in no means eligible to comment on the functioning of the related government departments but I suppose the intelligence department should have been more vigilant; laws should be tougher and the convicted terrorists should be shown no clemency.

My sincere prayers for the souls of the deceased to rest in peace!

Wednesday, 19 November 2008

19 Nov 2008 - 00:50 am

The day would linger in my heart for eternity.
The day when my moral sensitivity was being tested !
The day which made me realize my significance
The day which crushed all the good will
The day when I realized I was just another person !

Monday, 3 November 2008

Sweet Fantasy !

Days have passed unseen,
the bark that has always been.
Was it an illusion or was I blind ?
Things build up inside so hard, to conceal
But I can't hold it in for long !
What if it's a treason
Knowing well the reason !
Or What if it's ahead of intimacy ?
I'm confused !
But sweet is the fantasy.

Friday, 24 October 2008

Let go Free !

A cirle we live in,
Unaware of the world outside.
So selfish we become at times to win,
That we only feel the pride !

Break the boundary and you go free;
Life's more than the circle.
Seeking refuge in your mind tree.
Finding the truth is a miracle!

let go the mind free
let go the worries free
There's a beautiful life to enjoy
Don't be tangled in the misery !

Saturday, 18 October 2008

computer games..suck !!

I hate playing computet games ! :(

Tuesday, 14 October 2008

Smile...returns !

I could never explain the joy,
when I see the smile on your face.
My life is spirited up and happiness radiated !

Flawless is the journey.
Amiable is the space.

Compromise is halted.
Abode is now homed.

And all I wish is...it sojourns !

Wednesday, 8 October 2008

this is life....

I really feel very much intimidated by my own ability to reasoning. I've been under the assumption I judge people from what they are and how they behave !? Alas ! I've been proved wrong now. shattered !

Life teaches us only the right things, when needed and I guess I've learnt the lessons !

Monday, 6 October 2008

Winds of Truth

Life’s conformity to reality is unpleasant sometimes.
Humane values signify a greater resemblance to the integrity of our lives.
The very existence of our race is not merely in the pursuit of success.
Love, affection, relationship, emotions, and happiness are most required to achieving the goal we strive to attain!
In seeking the path of attainment, failing to take the straight track is acceptable.

Hey blog

Hey blog,

I dedicate this to you. It’s been a while since I scribbled something on you and now I’m back to being unwaged with more intellectual people (obviously pun-intended) in an equally dreary so-called home.

I’ve always wondered how the world would be if I had to stay near my loved ones but life is at times so unfair that I eventually had to move out to an entirely new world – eight months in a country won’t make you feel comfortable and so is the bonding with people. But this short yet lengthy stay has made me understand the intricacies of life and the subtle connections we aught to make with differing cultures.

Nevertheless, life is not always being pessimistic perhaps there are brighter prospects that add on to the vivid images of life one would always dream of. The month being holy I frontier myself to avoiding the usual whining my blog is by and large. The days in my new home soon after a prolonged break, especially during Ramadan, have been very strenuous. Hopes of a smoother track are set or I guess.

Saturday, 2 August 2008

Solace Actually



Every beginning has an ending, but
I found a new beginning in the end.

Changed are the destinies of sunken days;
Peace, I find.
Harmony, I harness.
Triumph, I experience.

The urn is fixed though cracked.
Feelings are no more mixed !
I’m living my life.
Defintely not short-lived !

Learing to cope . . .

When one's cerebral approach comes down...the poetic insight erupts and this would be the result !
It is rather straight for anyone to get the crux...all would , but the doubt is will it make any one empathize the non-delectable state associated !

Hopes mount like a leap tide.
knows no one, the agony of despair.
Broken urn has no restore.
fun it is for some to restrain !

roll the dice ? No, tomorrow.
learn the kick? No, tomorrow.
snap the fish ? No, tomorrow.
rink the snow ? No, tomorrow.
what is tomorrow ? No 'tomorrow'.
is that the fun ?

Again, hopes mount but despair is the reply !

Inert feelings may also change; but
hopes gone low, ceases the trust and
crest already lowered ? thats for you to guess !
Remeber for some 'One' is also fun or
inevitably chosen to be 'one'.

Sunday, 13 July 2008

Friendship ?

When people pass through hard times then they can be consoled by their friends but when the hard times are 'coz of friends then it is indeed the greatest pain one has to live with.

An unfulfilled journey,
A broken promise,
Pain-filled thoughts
A sunken heart,
unsympathetic Friends.

Friday, 4 July 2008

What is friendship ?

I was once asked to define Friendship and I couldn’t explain it at that moment.

On contemplating the definition for friendship I could think of many, rather I experienced many and it was by itself a greater feeling. I believe it is far beyond monetary values with a greater amount of emotional investment, and it might be anticipated as an obligation at times but differing perceptions are obvious. Obligation also means a sense of responsibility and the very same should be trusted with confidence; as there is no methodology to prove one’s happiness that arises being associated with a person one is affectionate about.

I perceive friendship as clearly a deep awareness of our friend’s position and being part of it, which is empathy and definitely not sympathy, an approach to share just the pain. I guess the meaning is clearly distinguishable.

Sunday, 22 June 2008

Life is unpredictable !

I came across a community in orkut which read 'firaaz...we miss u' and it obviously caught my attention. I was shocked to see a pic of a young guy, of my age, and the expected message about his sudden desmise ! It was when I realized that life is so unpredictable and a proof in hand !

There was also a link to his orkut profile. I was taken aback when I saw his friends still scrap him like he was with them ! Some scrapped about how much they miss him, some say what they did and how much they missed him during that act/event, some even invited him to weddings and partys. It was such a great feeling to see such friends.

It's been almost a year since his demise but I see his scrap being texted even today ! We are born, we live and we die but few leave their imprints and not just Firaaz but I have seen so many such people who leave a mark before they depart ! All these linger in our heart like sweet memories forever ! The good times are so deeply etched that we do not accept the reality and continue to believe the presence of our dear ones.

I couldn't sleep the whole night contemplating the truth of life ! This has taught me two important lessons; No matter how well we prepare for the future, the future is unseen and cannot be foretold ,and even one kind gesture of ours would linger in the hearts of many & we live in their thoughts,actions,feelings... forever even after parting away !